The Disappearing Woman

The Disappearing Woman

I know that, at least for me, the idea of sexuality is a huge trigger. My first kiss was preceded by a panic attack in my high school’s “zen garden” and directly followed by a drive home during which I cried the whole way. I ran extra miles the next week and then...

Sex with ED, or Let Me Be Frank*

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qPIjyt_ch8] *Just a note for those of you who know my father, no, this has nothing to do with him or the Elektra complex. I’m talking about Eating Disorders, or ED for short, thankyouverymuch.     During my very expensive...
My Boy…Friend, ED

My Boy…Friend, ED

I met ED, as you may or may not recall, on July 4, 2001. Just a few days before, a boy in my summer camp had declared that he “liked” me (a very strong proclamation to make at 13) and wanted to be my boyfriend. I do not consider the almost peck on the lips he gave me...